Pieces

Hm.. I don't know how to say what I want to say.

Well, I have to say, I think Halloween might be my favorite holiday. There is just so much that has happened in the past, and memories that I will never forget. I don't care about the costumes or candy, it's more of the things that happen and what I do with people I love, you know? It's so hard to see people move on. I know we all have to eventually, but when all you can see of the people who have meant the most to you is their back, something happens. It's like their leaving you. Shattered into 

PIECES.

When they are all gone, and you are still there where you want to be, and where you feel comfortable, something goes missing in you. And that's because the people you love the most will always carry a piece of you with them. They may even forget about it, but it's always there. And you know you will never forget them. 

Tonight, I felt like someone who had slipped away was back where I was left. Like nothing had happened and everything was okay again. That felt good. My pieces fit. And at that moment, I knew that I don't need to be afraid. As long as I know who I am, and as long as I can see them- even just in my mind- I don't need anything else. I know everything will be okay. And I felt happy. I still do. Just the memories I have make me happier the more I think about them. As long as they are here, I know that EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY. All of the pieces will FIT, and everything will be okay.