Dear Boy,

Boy,

I had a nightmare last night. It was so horrifying, I woke up with tears falling down my face and my heart pounding at a million beats a second.
In my nightmare, I had lost you forever. Not in the sense that you had died or moved far away, but in the way that you weren't there. You left me to fend off the terrors of this world alone. I didn't have you to comfort me, I didn't have you to knock some sense into me. I didn't have you. You hated me. You loathed every little movement I made. You didn't want anything to do with me.
You will never love me the way I love you, but I can't live without you. No matter if we are just friends, or if we become something more. I will always need you. I hope you need me too. And I hope that nightmare was just that. A heart breaking scene playing in my unconscious mind. Nothing more than what will never happen. I love you. In every way.
Forever and always here for you; unconditionally.
Girl