James McAvoy part 1

 I am in LOVE!!!! If I could marry anyone in the world from any point in time, it would most definitely be James McAvoy. Hands down, no contest, end of story. I am in love with this man!!! I will write a super long post about it that no one will be reading because it is too long, but if you love James McAvoy, then it might be something good for you to read. :D But I have to go to class now.. LOVE THIS MAN!!!!!!!!!

Street Legal

WHOOT! I totally became street legal on August 30, 2011! I got my license at around 4:39 pm. The minute I got home, I dropped my dad off and took his car to drive around and run some errands. :] It was pretty great. And when I got home like 3 hours later, I took my sisters car and visited my friend who works at Wendy's!

And now, I am being told by Tyler to tell you about his Pringles. So... He has Pringles. Yeah. 

I love driving alone!!!!

The Bizarreness of My Mind

My brain has issues. You know that little voice in your head that is usually yours that is just your thoughts. Like, what you're going to say or do? Just the voice in your head. You know what I mean. Yeah.. Mine is English. Sometimes Scottish. And I don't know why it's like that, but when I think, it's generally not american. And I think that's weird. Sometimes because it's English in my head, it comes out of my mouth that way too. My brain is so weird. O.o

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Just so everyone who actually reads this/pretends to read this knows, I have absolutely NO clue what I am supposed to do with a blog. I don't know what I am supposed to write about or how often or anything. I know it's the point to do it on your own time and all, but seriously. I'm hopelessly lost. I'm just not that interesting of a person. Sorry. :/

Imperfectly Perfect

There is someone that I know who is imperfect. Well, everyone I know is imperfect. That's not the point though. This person is so imperfect, in my eyes they are imperfectly perfect. They are flawed like all of us are, and they make mistakes- sometimes huge mistakes- but what really sets them apart is that they aren't afraid to admit that they have made a mistake. They take pride in the fact that they aren't perfect. 
He knows he lies, he knows he hurts people, he knows he screws up big time on a lot of things. But he isn't afraid of letting everyone know that. Sure he may deny it a few times, but we all do. And to me, he is so imperfect, he is what I would call near perfection. Beautiful, pure, true-to-themselves, perfection. And there isn't a thing that I would change about him. I love him so much and every other imperfect being on this earth.

Blue Eyes

The most breathe taking creature I have ever seen in my life has the most beautiful blue eyes. Never have I seen anything that could pierce your soul so effortlessly and yet so profoundly. I don't know what it is about blue eyes, but they are always so deep and trusting. And I have seen some pretty blue eyes, but the most amazing pair belong to one person. They are bright, baby blue eyes with just the right amount of gray in them. Every time I look into those eyes, I fall in love all over again. 

Brilliant

Okay. Last post for the day, I promise. :] 
Once again I just finished a brilliant movie. Brilliant in a different way than The Last Station, but brilliant none the less. It's called Starter For 10. Not a clue why it's called that, it has nothing to do with the plot or characters or anything. But that's how I waist my life! Watching movies and television shows. Wow.. Oh well!! I enjoy it greatly!!! 

The Last Station

I just finished one of the most beautiful movies I have ever seen in my life. 
It was the amazing true story of Leo Tolstoy, Countess Sofya Tolstoy, Valentin Bulgakov, and his love Masha. The movie was titled "The Last Station" and though it may seem slow at first, the story was moving and just amazing. . . I'm not meaning to review the movie, but I just had to say something to someone about it. I honestly didn't think I would enjoy it, but it was great, and the music was absolutely gorgeous! I would not necessarily  recommend it to most people (especially most people I know) because you need to have a certain respect for certain things and a specific outlook on life and style of movies. 
But me, I loved it with all my heart, and it was beautiful.... That's all.... :3

Be British

 Read my first post in an English accent., it makes it sound better. And actually it was written with a proper English accent reading it in my head... for some reason.

Unwillingly Pressured By Myself

...... I gave in! I actually pressured myself into getting a blog. That can't be good for me.. But most of my family has one, so I figured, I have enough on my mind constantly and nowhere to put it all. 
I was thinking last night/this morning (3:30 am) about some of the reasons I can't sleep. And I know that one of them is because there is always so much going through my mind. I had just finished watching a movie that.. I probably shouldn't have been watching... but I did, and I am actually glad that I did. That's how I came to write my whole "Incomplete Thoughts" thing. So even though I didn't really have a desire to have a blog, I think this may be good for me. 


Oh yeah, and those two actors I have fallen in love with? Lee Pace and James McAvoy. :P 
If I could marry any man in the entire world at ay time in history, it would be James McAvoy. Hands down. ;) 
Tee hee

Incomplete Thoughts Completely Lacking in Relatability

These thoughts are indescribable in the sense that it is unbelievably hard for me to express my true thoughts and feelings. The inspiration is personal and yet I know nothing about it. 

"The tears I shed for the loss of time, love, and hope of others are unrecognizably real. Though the fiction of the stories may sometimes come clear, I will never understand the pain their creators went through to create the lives of so many people and to burn their world and humanity to the ground. The sheer terror alone would be enough to bring me to my knees and beg for mercy and compassion on their behalf. 
My face- though stained with heartache and loss- bears the unmistakable mark of a soul that cannot bear to see the world of others- however fake, fictional, or real- to be torn apart an reinvented for the sake of someone elses satisfaction."


When I say "on their behalf" I of coarse am referring to the creations, not the creators. 
I understand that this may not make any sense to most who choose to read it, but to me it is true. It is inspired, an it is not the last of my emotional..... Spews. 
Granted this did come about after watching a movie and finishing it at 3:30 in the morning, but I still believe there is substance in place where describability, relevance, and applicability lack.